January 2011
10 posts
Elephants have been known to die of broken hearts...
The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the...
17 January 2011, Monday
January 15, Saturday: It was amazing. Despite having a major panic/scare because tickets were sold out when we reached, thank god we were able to get a pair eventually. Throughout the entire performance, I was hoping that wherever you’re at, you’d be seeing this.
PS. Dear Carrie, thank you so much for going with me.
One more day.
I miss you. I miss you every single day. I am sorry for not being able to be by your side throughout all these while but always, I beg of you, always remember that I love you and I always will.
You don't know, do you? That in a crowded place,...
If I knew she was dying would it...
Love was the look she gave me, the way she always ended our fights with a kiss and how my face lit up when I saw her.
I still see you every day.
I see you walking down the road along Orchard, standing on the side of the road as I pass by.
I see you when the sky is blue, in the warm summer breeze. In the little sparrow that flits by, or in the chorus the crickets chirp at night.
Do you see me, too?
我知道我答应过你，我一定会打赢这场仗，但如果我没有遵守承诺，请你答应我一定会这么做。你回家去睡一觉，等天一亮醒过来，就把我这个人和所有的事当做是一场梦，一场很长很长的梦，梦醒了，就该忘了。不要哭，不要为它伤心或是痛苦，等遇到下一个，能和你创造新的回忆的人，请你一定要接受他，开心地去生活。然后，你只要偶尔想起我，这样就够了。我会在另外一个世界守护着你。
December 2010
14 posts
1 December 2011, Saturday
Hello Lover,
It’s 2011 now though it seems pretty much normal and not big a deal to me. But still, here’s hoping that I finally get to turn my dreams into reality and not ending up as nothing but a washed up dreamer.
To another round of 365 days,
Ruby.